oh well here i am again and nothing is panning out... no friends,family,agencys, or even churches can or want to help i have lost all hope and am not sure of what my next move will be....  how do you keep going on when there is a solid brick wall in your way?  I give up....  god bless you all

i understand completly my boys are the pnly thing keeping me aliive at the moment but i find my self falling into the belief that they would be better off without me but then relize that noone would remeber the good side of me and they would forget me so i too keep going for my kids that show we are stronger than we relize.  God be with you hun and here hoping that we both defy all odds and rise against our demons.  (there wasnt a hug icon so i had to do this one sry)

hello i am new here and u r the 1st person ive cmmented to i hope u r having a good day. 

Where do i start? As with everyone i have fallen on HARD times, i lost my children who are the light of my life(I'm not on drugs) dad had money for an lawyer and i didn't.  i lost my job of 2+yrs and in 25mons my landlord will b getting a warrent to have me evicted.  My problems are small compared to most.  i have gone without food to pay my bills what else can i do?  I have called upon friends,churches, family a few have come thru for me and bought me food and such but noone has spare money laying around these days.  I am at my wits end and am stressing out to a dangerous level....  I dont know what I could use more money for bills or a hug and a strong shoulder.  God bless you all.